Woke up just now and I thought I'd might aswell write

these two awesome dreams down before I forget them.

My first dream was one of the best dreams of ALL TIME!! Haha.

I dreamt that Michael Jackson came to my home.

Did a private preformance of the song "Human Nature".
Then he sat down with me and my family and we all talked about life.
I felt ridiculous because I couldn't stop crying. (tears of joy ofcourse.) 
I wanted to tell him so many things, how much of an inspiration he is
too me, how much I love his music and how much his music has helped
me throughout my whole childhood and last but not least how much I 
love and respect all his charity-related work. All I could do was stutter.
Somehow he understood. It was magical. We were talking about so
many things and he'd hold my hand telling me not to cry when I was crying. 
This is going to sound a bit sad, but he really felt like a best friend.
In the dream I thought of myself as one of the luckiest persons in the world.
That I had gotten to meet Michael Jackson and had gotten to talk to him
about so many different things in life. I've always wanted to see him.
Ever since I was a little kid. Now it sort of feels like I have. In a weird way.
Usually I can tell when a dream is a dream because my dreams can become

really unrealistic, but this dream felt so real. It was so incredibly realistic.

Also he wasn't dead in my dream, but he had a machine to help him pump his heart.

I wonder what that means?

When I woke up I decided to go back to sleep. 
Thats when I had another extremely awesome dream. 
I dreamt that I encountered a lion.

First I didn't know if the lion was out to "get" me.
I observed him for a very long time, and I knew he was studying me too.

Until I finally came to the conclusion that he was a nice lion.
So we sort of walked up too eachother.

Tyson started barking at him and I told Tyson to be quiet.

We couldn't speak to eachother. He wasn't as cool as Aslan, but hey..

having a lion cuddling with you is pretty fucking amazing. I wanna do it again.
My god. I really want.. a lion.

He wasn't a big one like Mufasa. He wasn't a baby-simba either. He was sort of...
like simba is when he's "ugly" and is hanging with Timon n' Pumba?
But he was way cuter than simba - also.. he was real, not cartoonish.

Some of you ask me why I havn't updated my blog lately.

I have a really good reason for that.

Because I havn't done anything.

My updates would look like this!!

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Now, Im off doing nothing again. Bye. 

Spent most of my day together with Arman.

Invited him over and decided to cook for us both.

I thought I did quite an okay job on the cooking part.

He said it was good, which is good. Unless he was lying! 

Well, I gotta admit. I could need some improvement when it

comes to cooking, but hey. Atleast Im way better than before

and Im actually making progress. Practice makes perfect!

Around 18.00 we decided we'd go check out one of the dancing

studios we've been looking at for quite some time.

Seriously. It was right infront of us all the time,

but we were motherfucking blind and Im not kidding when

I say that we searched for the place - for almost an hour!

 

During our search we made fun of ourselves by singing

that bollywood-idol audition song.

"Say what you want, what you need"

... "You open your eyes"... 

I think it's one of those situation you have to experience to find funny. 

I was exhausted and I found it hilarious. Hilarious because we were being so

incredibly blind and stupid. We even had someone telling us the direction...

but.. I don't know what went wrong. Maybe I wasn't even listening because

I was so tired but I wen't the OPPOSITE way and.. oh my god. Hahaha. 

Well it took us an hour to find something that should have taken 3 minutes.

Incredible. 

As if it wasn't bad enough.. When we finally arrived.. they we're closed.  

Then we took the tram to the other side of the city -

to check out this other dance studio we've been looking at.

I think we both were so tired at that point because when the

guy at the counter explained everything we wanted to know about the

place none of us could focus and comprehend a single word.

I just looked the guy in the eyes, could barely keep my own eyes open and

repeated the following in my mind. "Is he talking to me? What is he saying.

Just pretend that you're listening.  Act as if you understand. Can he stop talking?"

Don't get the wrong idea of me now. That was my first time doing that.

I was just very very tired. Wait.. Why am I explaining myself to you guys?  

Overall, I had a great day. Sort of an "you open your eyes" adventure. :)

We also found Miss Pacman eating a bike?

Imagine how "lol" that can be when you're exhausted and find everything funny.

Had the weirdest dreams last night.
My "main" dream (the one I had during the night) was mostly about an

Ipower-meeting in Australia at Vinay's place. I was there with Dean and we
livestreamed the event. Vinay had the same sheets as me. Pretty cool.

I woke up quite early but decided to go back to sleep

because I wanted to dream more. I was expecting a dream full of

awesomeness and hopefully some more Kuli - but no.

I dreamt about a little boy (5 years old) in need of my help on a train

and if decided not to help him - he'd get raped by the conductor. Like wtf.
Im not gonna go into details here because that would take forever but basically
what happend was, I got really attached to this boy. He wasn't even my son.
I wasn't his biological mother. But at the end of the dream we had this bond.
I did consider him as my son. It was strange...
I was protecting him throughout the whole dream and whenever I lost him..
I started panicking... Really bad. I've never had that feeling before, it was so strong.
Strong and scary. Have you ever felt panic for real? It's a horrible feeling.

Promised Tarraneh that I'd go with her to the T.Studio She's getting a tattoo.
It's a butterfly and on each side of the wings there will be one name.
The names will be written in farsi. I don't know if she want's everyone to know.
So I'll keep it at that for now. I'll tell you more if she allows me. 
Might even get a picture of it whenever it's complete! :)

The rest of my day was wonderful. I spent it together with Saga.
I always have fun with her and I can't wait until next time I'll get to see her.
We've only hung out a few times but I can honestly say that I consider her 
one of my better friends. She's just totally made of win and I love the 
fact that I can be completely open and honest with her and she with me.
It's so rare. I really enjoy her company.

I think that's all for today. <3
Not very special, but hey... as if your day was any special. :P 

So I've been acting like the biggest fatso for a very long time now.

I was doing really good at one point with workouts and a good diet,

but lost my will somewhere along the way. This time, that wont happen.

I just know it. Because it's a matter of will - and I really want this now.

Like.. You know how bad you wanted the limited edition of whatever?

Thats how much I want this shit, and it's so easy to get. Soooooooo....

I have my workout schedule and I might aswell start using my membership

at SATS. (Since I pay craploads of money every month to them - and no..

I havn't been there in the last 4 months.... such a waste, I know.)

Well.. just thought I'd give you guys a quick update about that.

I don't really have anything interesting to say.

Jessica is coming over tomorrow, don't know what we'll be doing.

I'll probably show her all the pictures and videos from Egypt.

This update was so boring. So I'll include something that might make up for it.

Note: This is not fake. <3 I love it.

Some footage of us all hanging in Belgium. Thanks to Fien for putting it up. :)

Hey there.

Im back from Egypt/Belgium.

I had a really good time with one of my closest friends - Dean.

I'll do my best to keep this short.

No, we are not dating.

- That was easy. :D

I could bore you all about so many details but Im actually too tired.

I've only got a few things to say about Egypt...

Don't go there if you are a group of girls.

I couldn't walk alone for 2 seconds without getting jumped by Egyptians

wanting to marry me. I don't even wanna know how it must be if you are blonde.

(Since that is a rarity there.) Camels are freaking fascinating.

They honestly look stoned 24/7. They are so laid back. Haha.

The Red Sea is truly something. Super beautiful with so many amazing fishes!!

I loved Egypt and I loved being there with Dean. Feels weird to be back home.

Belgium was also very fun - even though I was a zombie most of my time there.

The Leysen family are made of win and I miss them all very very much.

Also met Tania in Antwerp the 11th. She's very kind and Im glad she finally got

her bag and I was happy to see her so happy about it.

We all had lunch at the Wok Away. Dean payed for us all (Tania, Fien, Reese and Me)

- what a gentleman! :)

We didn't have any belgian waffles.

Which means I just have to go back there sometime, eh? ;)