Hey people who read my blog & Vinay.

Hope you're all doing well, personally I'm doing really good.

Today was nothing special.

Went to work, came home, chillaxed... the usual.

Dean is leaving for Djerba tomorrow, I'm gonna miss having
someone to flame on msn but that's alright! As soon as he went
offline I got a text message (talk about timing?) from a friend who
wanted to go for a walk. At 01:34 in the night. My friends are great.

Now he's waiting patiently downstairs, I think I should go.
Taking the camera with me, might record something!
So expect a Vlog or something when I update this post later tonight.

See you in a bit.

Update: Im home (it's 3 in the morning) but actually not, because
tonight is the night you rewind your clock or whatever that shit is
called. So basically I'm just living that same hour again. cool huh..

It's 02:00. Tried to shoot some sort of Vlog but Niklas was totally not
in the mood for that, all he kept saying when I started recording
was "so did you shave today?" Just so I wouldn't put it online.

He said some other stuff too, but I'm not gonna mention what,

and that for HIS sake, Why? Because I'm a GOOD FRIEND!
He could totally not stand for what he was saying afterwards either.
I have them on my camera though so if he ever tries something
I can totally blackmail him. Heh.

Also on a funny note, he thought I wanted to be a famous youtuber
when I told him I was recording for my personal blog. It was hilarious.
I think he actually believes in it now. Which is quite funny to me,
because If I wanted to become a famous youtuber I wouldn't even

consider recording him for my videos,I mean, let's be honest..

who the fuck would actually enjoy watching that?... Really.

Overall I had a really nice time, he's a great friend and I enjoy
being with him even if we don't do shit.
(Today we sat in the car and stared into a wall. For an hour.)
All I wanted to say is that he's not 'fake'.
I know he's being himself and that he's comfortable

with being himself around me. He's honest and I love that.
I don't know if you guys ever think about that,
but it's actually quite rare nowadays. Finding people who
actually like themselves and have confidence in what they
do and in themselves generally. People who don't need
constant validation or in rare cases no validation at all.

Lately I've been doing my best to see people for who they
truly are instead of painting my own pretty picture of them.

I seem to have done that quite a lot in the past.

Not even aware of doing so.
I wish I could explain, but I can't. It's not hard though.
It's just late and my explanations can be soooo weird.

I'll probably go more in-depth about this some other time.

But as I said.

Lately I've been trying to see people for who they really are.

It's quite sad how most of them are just empty shells though.
Does it matter if the shell glitters or not?

For them it does. Not for me though. I mean..

It's still just an empty shell.

I don't want any empty shells in my life.
Can't you all just... be happy with life and what you all have?

I'd love to hear your thougts on this, Leave a comment.
Tell me what you're looking for in a friendship!